The last two weeks have been the worst two weeks of my life.
SAT II’s are in three days and I have to retake a few of them.
College App deadlines are coming up, so I spent my days rotting at home writing essay drafts.
I’m not allowed to go to gym until my college apps are done.
I was not allowed to hang out at Knott’s Scary Farm and both UHS and IHS homecomings.
I got my entire violin lesson tuition taken away because my mom wants to use that money for the college application fee.
I swear I’m going to explode some day.
do you ever read old conversations you had with someone and realize how much more they used to be interested you and it makes you feel like complete shit because everything is different now and you can tell you’ve just lost that shine that got their attention in the first place